Saturday, June 21, 2008



Hello all!


Believe it or not, today is the first day Kasey and I have been able to spend the bulk of the day with just each other since we got here. We decided to go on a date in Arusha...i.e., eat some food, Kase got a $5 pedicure, and we did a little shopping. It has been great to just spend some time with each other. Even though we are always in the same place, it is almost impossible to find the time to regroup together.
Just a couple pictures this time. The first is of our dinner last night. Yesterday afternoon, we sent Amanda in to town to buy enough pizza for the kids and volunteers at Peace Matunda. Needless to say, it was quite the experience for the kids. We handed each of them a half a pizza, half a bottle of coke, and they split 3 tubes of Pringles. We then watched Curious George. If that isn't a traditional Friday night family experience, I don't know what is! The second picture is of Corfield and Kase. These two have grown quite close over the past weeks, and in this shot, they're headed down to the village to get the children's hair cut.
I unfortunately could not go get my hair cut on Thursday with the kids (had to stay close to the bathroom), but when I saw the quality of the kids cut and heard the price, I made a point to journey to Kimundo on Friday. Danny (a Canadian volunteer) and I took all the kids to get the 'mzungus' some hair cuts. We had Mery ask the barber if he had ever cut mzungu hair before, and I am proud to say I was his second ever! The most satisfying point of this little excursion however was the fact that I paid 500 shillings (40 cents!) for a cut that was superior to the $13 dollar Hair Cuttery treatment I got just before I left!
Last time I talked to my mom on the phone, I fear I might have left her a bit worried about me. We had just returned from Zanzibar where, over the course of the week, we were scammed about 100,000 shillings because we are mzungus. I was upset, I felt cheated, and I was beginning to hold it against the average Tanzanian Joe-Shmoe. On another discussion board which the Robertson Program requires me to participate, I even called the people here hopeless and parasitic to Tanzania's natural beauty. These words were harsh. Just like at home, you sometimes have to look hard to find the good, but it exists everywhere. The good that I think is most tangible is that which people like Kaaya are performing. Certainly, Kaaya is human and has his flaws, but he has dedicated his home, his wages, and his life's work to educating the children of his village. He is an inspiration to me because it is quite obvious that he lives to serve, but also he lives. He is an active participate in the social dynamic of not only Kimundo, but Tengeru, and even Arusha. I have had numerous people walk up to me in Arusha and immediately know that I was at Matunda and know what I was doing. Although Kaaya makes more of an income hosting volunteers than most make with their daily work, he does not flaunt that money, except when it comes to the children.
As Kase and I begin to see this journey concluding (we only have 2 more full weeks in the classroom), it is important that we begin to try and understand where this journey will take us from here. For me, I thought I would come to Tanzania, and my entire life would be completely changed forever. Actually, I feel a bit like the opposite has happened. This trip has allowed me to separate myself from the life I have at home, experience something new, and still know that my former life is there waiting for me. I have discovered that I am simply one of the luckiest people there must be. I am completely surrounded by people I love, and people who love and support me. I feel like the future holds endless possibilities, and that no matter what, I will always have more than plenty. This experience, more than anything else, has made me appreciate that and has also forced me to understand that there are so many people who need a helping hand, that it is impossible to help everyone -- you simply must give it your best, and simultaneously love HOW you are helping. We all have a responsibility to love, and there are so many ways to share that love with others. I use the example of Kaaya as a man who lives in his (often intangible) love, and yet also has a life of joy and freedom. I hope that I too will be lucky enough to live, serve, and most importantly, love.


I love you all.

- Michael

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

It sounds as though you are learning one of the greatest lessons in life...yes, it has changed you for the good...we can only help those who God allows to cross our path on this journey, and only with what we have to offer...the greatest of these is love...you guys are doing great! Pizza, and pringles and movie...you have brought to the children an experience that you so enjoy! A little piece of you. I am glad you two were able to spend some time in that awesome place. Take care, and know you are in our thoughts and prayers! With much love, Grandma and Papa

Anonymous said...

Michael: I was deeply moved by your honest perception of life as we who are so blessed know it, compared to those who take a different path. Some footprints lead forward, some lead backwards. That's why the footprints you and Kasey are leaving are so important. As much as we would like to make the world a better place--especially for the children--we can only do what we can one day at a time. You and Kasey are making a difference, not only there, but in the lives of all of us who have followed your journey. We share in your joys over the children, and we hurt when you hurt. Just keep the faith and keep on "keeping on!" We love you both and can't begin to tell you how much we admire you for what you're doing. Maybe the two of you can run for President/Vice President. Love...
Mimi and Grandaddy.

Forrest said...

Hey Michael. I'm so sorry that I've waited this long to comment on your blog. I'm actually quite disgusted with myself. I've thoroughly enjoyed reading your entries and learning about your experiences over the past few weeks. It kind of makes me resent my lack of anything but work experience this summer. I have to say that this particular post is my favorite of them all. I find your attachment to the children and genuine desire to change the environment they live in very moving, quite honestly. And I believe it's very cathartic to write down one's thoughts on paper, but it's very brave of you to post such serious reflections. I know this summer will be something you will never forget, and I hope you'll tell me everythin in between the blog entries when you get back. I'm praying for you guys.